
first of all I don’t “waste” time on stupid things I spend time on stupid things there’s a difference
i simply need everyone to understand that i am tired all of the time. literally at all moments. if i ever go somewhere and do something, it is not because i am somehow full of energy, but instead that i have carefully stored up all of my little bits of energy like a dragon collecting jewels, and am now vaporizing them all at once
“Mental illness has ruined my fucking life, don’t ever tell me that it’s a choice.”—
“I fuck up everything and oh god, how desperately I begged myself to not fuck up with you.”— A.M.// don’t wanna mess things up (via tullipsink)